i don't really know where to start except for i am having a horrible night. i haven't stopped crying for a good hour... but i guess thats just cause i am not good at pulling myself together tonight. Maybe this will help.
First off i am really missing my friends tonight. especially ames. i feel like it has been too long and i am starting to forget the time we had together. How can i forget about my best friend? :'( i hate it. and i lied this just makes me cry more... but i thought you all should know what is going on in life right now.
second. i have been thinking a lot about railton and about being at the salvation army. i love everything about Railton except for the distance. i dont want to be that far away. i am already far enough away from people that we dont see each other. i am afraid if i move they will just push me to the back of their minds and forget about me. it scares me to death. :'(
also i miss eastpointe. i miss the challenge, the fellowship, the people, everything about it.
i am still feeling stuck things aren't changing and i am staying the same.
please pray for me if you are reading this.
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