Life Renewed

I dont even really know where to start it has been so long since i posted.
I suppose i will start where I left off... Camp.
Camp wasnt what i was expecting. It wasnt the big life changing totally awesome summer that i had hoped for. The begining to be completely honest was horrible. I didnt understand why i was there and i couldnt understand why i wasn't doing something a bit more useful with my summer. Then i realized what was wrong. I was so angry with God for changing everything around me. I knew i was going to school and nothing was changing that but i was scared and angry that God was taking me out of this safe place and putting me into the unknown.  I chatted with a wonderful person that night and finally realized it all. My summer then changed. I started to see that i was making a difference at camp, and that i did belong there. I solidified some awesome friendships this summer which couldnt make me more happy. But most importantly i learned how to trust that God has a big plan for me in everything i do.

Now i am here at school. Now i wont lie and say im not nervous still. Because i definitely am, i am scared that i am not going to do well. I scared that i am going to try to rely on my own strength and forget about God... Though at this point it seems about impossible to do that. Satan is trying to wheel himself into this Holy ground and i am going to fight him and i will win cause i have Christ on my side.
This place is like nothing i have ever been in before. Talking about Christ is the norm in every conversation. Finding Him in every circumstance is so easy, and so natural. The leaders of this program might be the most Godly people i have ever met. When i am even near them i feel Gods presence. He is doing great things through them and i am excited to see what God has planned for me to learn through them. I know i will be changed leaving this place. i see it happening already. BIG things are happening for me.
Im finally excited for what comes next!